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I hate mozzie!! Jus came back from an outfield yesterday..though its just a 1 day training, i tahan alot this time round, tahan the irritating fucking mozzie flying round my ear neck, or rather around my whole body.. to be honest i was like a buffet for those blood thirst mozzie, they had their share, but wheres mine!? haha lol how nice if we can have a buffet in outfield?! lol joking..the mozzie will have turn me off from any delicious meal in front of me i bet.. just feels that commanders is kind of weird leh, they keep saying they prepared outfield for us to train up, but cant their provide us with a better training ground? though its true that in war times, the situation will be near to those kind of shitty ground, but by then shouldn't it be survival skills and soldiers ' combat fitness we are talking about? I seriously think that survival skills can't be taught, can we? Its simply in us, isn't it? So why should we go to those crappy ground in order to get the feel of what wartimes feel like? Im like a living blood bag for all the mozzie, wads more, they are commandos mozzie, I just feels like fucking the hell out of them

Being feeling restless today, no mood to go out no mood to game no mood for everything.. and im not sure why.. mayb sometimes i do need some afternoon nap or something, some break from everything, some peace.. im really not sure what im missing but somehow when i looked back, its empty, i sort of lost motivations to move on, no aim no nothing, argghhh whats going in me? humans, are so hard to figure out and understand, even i myself dun understand myself =[ truely hope my thailand trip will be a fast and less torturing one




hi guys its being real long since i posted =] alright thats why here i am writing a post now and clearing the dust in my blog haha... life being good in ns i guess, nothing really sad nor disappointing happened, and i hope it can last all the way til the end of my ns life haha its like in 11 mths time muhahaha...Jus took ippt and got a silver, i somehow felt amazing on the result cos i haven being really training physically haha must be my grandparents who will always be there to look after me, thanks so much yeye nainai...I missed all my friend who used to hang out with me, but im not sure whether they are feeling the same way as i do, but nonetheless if u guys happen to come and read my blog, yea i missed u guys, probably can sms me for some hang out we used to have??And oh ya yesterday went Javier 's cafe for the third time but it somehow turn into one experience which i will remember for life...u guy might guess its some wonderful experience yea, but its totally the opposite haha cos of some indian and philipino-like girls who spoiled my appetite, though after that i still spam alot haha.. their attitude seriously sucks.. they act till like machiam they are the customers, giving us some attitude.. what the hell are they thinking?? they should seriously get some reflection upon themselves so much so that i buay tahan and told baby that their "service" sucks