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Tuesday, August 31, 2010 || 2:14 AM
Very soon its my turn, 13 more days before im going botak for the first time in my adult life, hope i wont look that buang hehe =] but 1 thing good bout ns is free training, free meals, 1 thing bad is the adaptation to army life, anyw its actually the same for all, whenever we go to a totally new environment, i bet all will have the same feeling,
feeling out of place haha, so im trying to tell himself adapt and im done wif haha silly thoughts though and and thanks for the effort u put in these days to cheer me up cos of all the unpleasant events happening around us, thank you ar lao tai po~ hehe but seriously if its without terry, we wont be so sad le, haha si terry !@#$%^& opps haha
Friday, August 27, 2010 || 10:38 PM
Things have turned out the wrong way...i start having cold feet and becoming uncertain of myself, what have i done wrong? why must they treat me in such a way...is it me or them, i simply can't comprehend, getting tired
Tuesday, August 3, 2010 || 10:14 PM
All has become so unimportant now ...
When u cut a piece of meat, it bleeds, so u will freeze it to stop the bleeding, but when u warm it and cut it yet again, it will no longer bleed ... sorry for being so emo-elmo, but seriously thnx all my friends and family who have been with me throughout this period... i feel so glad to have u guys around me, seriously
|| 9:53 AM
To be honest, i start the arguement, but cos i saw wad she posted at fb, but i not sure if she mean me...but i dont really know if im the one misunderstood them or they are the one misunderstanding me for who i am, while esther is being squeezed in the middle, i can swear that i did nothing to them, yet they seem to hate me, but cos of what? or esther, is it something in between which u never tell me?or have you lie to me cos u scare i will be angry? to esther: i really wish you can tell me all the truth even if you think i maybe angry or disappointed but i strongly believe tat honesty is the best policy even between couples...esther forgive me if i have messed up everything, but im jus so upset if they really mean me, so upset that i really need to let it off, but having them back like they used to be, is not the point now, cos i really cant be bothered with them already, i have my friends (secondary sch friends esp. haha u all know who =]) and you (esther loh) can le, but i hope they can come back to u also la, so that u wont be sqeeuzed in between us, at first i try to ask them str8 using msn, but still fail, dun be mad at me for screwing it up =[ but i think i shld leave them to u ba, sorry to screw it up if it does
Monday, August 2, 2010 || 10:30 PM
One used to believe losing a basket of apples for an apple tree is worthwhile and is so glad to have the apple tree around, but he never would have noticed until one stormy day when he lied against the apple tree that the tree has already being attacked by bug and have being hollow, thus when he tried to lean against the tree for shelter, the tree fell... not only did he get socked to the skin, but he had also lost the basket of fresh apples which could have actually saved him from several days of hunger, he got disappointed, then he relieve that disappointment comes only cos he did expect something from the apple tree, more expectation comes more disappointment he guessed, but what can he do, what can he say, no one knows, not even himself =[
Sunday, August 1, 2010 || 9:17 PM
Baby i promise you i wont be late anymore, but can you promise me not to let me feel like what i felt with my ex in the past?cos i simply hate that feeling, it tires me out really, all we need is to communicate well =] no friends i have is as important as you now, so dont hurt me anymore kaes haha
|| 9:08 PM
Sometimes i seriously dislike those people who classified others according to themselves, or do things so as to revenge others upon their actions, when you simply treat them like one of your soul mate, your friend...though no one is ever perfect, but can they not be so selfish and self-centered, others have their own feelings too, writing till here, i wanna say to those self-centered people out there, you suck, seriously in my heart, cos from the moment i see through you, i wont ever treat you more then my friend anymore cos you dont deserve to be one..
