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Saturday, May 29, 2010 || 8:59 PM

yesterday my mum off, so she jio me go out =] first stop we went to to changi general hospital, to see my gong gong, my gong gong now can talk more clearly le, glad to know that, my mum pei him chat,while i just sit there listen cos i duno his hokkien, too chim for me, but at times i do cal him, and tok to him wif my lousy hokkien, then he said "wo hen xiao soon" forgethow spell the soon le, haha and also said that to my mum, haiis gong gong ar, my mum is ur daughter and me ur gandson ma =] of course must xiao soon you de, then he kept ask us to rest dunid care him, haha then likewise, we kept call him to rest, dunid care us haha he is so cute =] really hope he can recover from the aspiratory infection so that he can eat normally, without the tube to eat, he hates the tube though cos he say its pain, gong gong bear with it yea, then soon its 2pm, we got to leave the hosp...before leaving, i saw my gong gong fell asleep =] he is too tired le, haha in between the visit he keep yawning =] big yawns haha my mum said. Then nxt stop, bedok inter, we meet up wif my uncle to pei im see handphone before going to the foodfare =] and i saw wanni and quiling haha so qiao, and 1 thing very funny one, quiling always saw me when im wif my mum haha =] we chatted awhile then say byebye le, at foodfare more qiao thing happen, so many ppl yet i manage to meet 4 of my poly frens at the entrace of the expo, haha they went out and i went in =] the foodfare de food was not very impressing and neither very cheap, kns one sian haha end here first, go eat

|| 9:23 AM

I wan to work =] hopefully the job turn out to be my cup of tea =] money money money haha

Friday, May 28, 2010 || 4:38 AM

haha silly me, i shall not think so much le =] suddenly no more of that feeling makes me feel so much better

Thursday, May 27, 2010 || 9:29 AM

today went to east coast have a bbq outing with friends...it should b a joyfull one initially, but cos of the oil spill, my mood kena dampened =[ the smell of the oil is real strong, smell like kerosene, kns =[ then nxt is the string wind, haha blow our hair till like siao lang like that, haha then my friend say my hair lucky got wax, haha blow here blow there also never luan, haha actually got abit =X haha, then we set up fire for bbq, when the wind so dam strong, haha we try and try and at last, we made it, then bbq and eat and sing, abit boring =[ sian never take much pic also haha but nvm, got meet up again on sun, sakura and kbox waiting for us =] so long no sing le, feel like singing sia =] yay haha random me =]

Wednesday, May 26, 2010 || 3:54 AM

ytd went to return gown with wanni and wanwan, haha not sure the actual spelling, and so qiao we met lihong at the gown shop =] then next stop we went to doby for jus acia, then went plaza sing haha, and know what?!? when we sending wanwan to the mrt, we met wif ben and the duno who, i not sure his name, they are shooting the new show, the one which they will criticise how people on the street looks, the in thing and stuff, lol scary, scarly they criticise me sia...so we faster siam =] then i and wanni go play time zone, love the tou lan ji [basketball shooting machine], shoot till so shuang, then go east coast again with tian hao and yuyao and eat...wanni cook and cook till so happy =] but poor us =X haha joking...PS: wanni, when reading dun angry and start shoot me @ facebook ar =] haha, cos ur "kindness" is appreciated =] hahahhahaaha.... then we chatted till 11+, time flies when we chat, as always haha then we went home LOL end of story =X...todae lehs, suddenly no mood, and tired to go east coast again, mayb cos tmr i going east coast again ba =X, scarly later tio east coast phobia haha just kidding, then see the sun like so good, i went to run, strip top to tan =] then wear back take pic then no sun liao walked home =]

Sunday, May 23, 2010 || 10:44 PM

my gong gong had stroke ytd and went to SGH, first time kena stroke =[ everyone got so worried, esp my mum...then today the doc there called and asked if we wanna allow them to have my gong gong bone marrow tested to check if his brain got any infection, after they had his blood tested...the whole conversation was not as clear, worst of it was that the doc there seem quite irresponsible, they simply asked and never care the side effect... as my mum ask for the side effect, they say, my gong gong may bleed, then if his skin is allergic to it, the skin may starts to rot?!? singapore docs simply are so ass la, unlike americans docs, they simply heck care their patient, unless you throw them tons of money, screwed up patient-doc r/s, at least when im concerned, gong gong u must hang in there =[ we will support you, so u must jiayou kaes??? gong gong i miss the healthy old u =[ can let me see u healthy again??? can right?i trust u can =] later i going c u le, wif jie jie =] gong gong jiayou jiayou

|| 10:28 PM

ytd went to east coast, though no bbq, though no tent, though no actual plan initially, everything went out smoothly =] we had fun, so much fun and sweat haha, we flied a cute squid kite, first time flying kite, its a real good experience cos the string never snap hahaha and the kite can fly till so dam high, cool sia then leh we went skating, oh my its better than ice skating to be honest, but still need practice haha...at the end often 2 hrs of struggling, we like almost got the hang of it, but all our toe ankle like so tired, mayb cos too strained =] P.S lucky i never fall, only got 1 time spilt-end haha if not i fall at my height sure butt open flower one ahaha....then went mac to eat, though hungry, mac still taste sucky =] then we plan for weihua 's birthday...night falls shortly, night at east coast, by the sea is really very nice, pleasant to the eye sia, a horizontal line of orange light over the plain fade blue sky against some thick fat cloud =] then when weihua reached, she saw the surprise plan for her, she was happy, real happy =] lucky our effort pay off hahaha, then we sap snap, run here run there, fly kite then settle down on matt, and start to chat, 2 hr pass like 10min when toking, haha but the feeling overall is so different from what i had past time, really dun feel like leaving this time =] i love east coast especially with a group of friends, got a little sunburnt =]

Saturday, May 22, 2010 || 4:29 AM

First time to a pub, with friends from sp...got to know quite many of them haha...Its overall quite a pleasant experience though, but i drink little, if not i will be like some of my friends who vomit 8 rounds, world record ~! we played dice and played guessing and cards... haha then the punishment for the loser in dice got to drink whisky, and luckily i lost 1 round only, then i found that whisky alone is alot better then whisky & coke, at least for me...and my friend keep snap here snap there, taking pic randomly lol~then when i was playing cards, a girl i think from the other table, came to me and tapped me say her friend thinks i handsome... that was very random, too random till i hear le only can react over shortly after...lol never saw her face also, but nvm that probably was some true or dare thingy haha, then ton till morning, we bout 4+ went bugis mac, first time reaching bugis so EARLY, 4+am back then...went get money then go for big breakfast, seriously i only like their egg, the chicken and the bread simply sucks x] after eating went outside see friends trying to vomit yet cant vomit out, haha lol...then sit and sit till suddenly archew~~and ganna flu, owned then flu got worst till i gt blood shot eyes, x] then went home wif friends, taking mayb the second or third train, zzzz with few seats, then keep sneeze and seenze, sian...screw that flu virus yea, then walked home like zombies, then at last reached home that time, fastly gt change and night cos i zzz already =] but hor i prefer kbox cos pub hor, there de uncles sang till so BTH yet can sang till so loud, dam owned la~first time ton with friends not bad actually, just that we all turned zombies after the night, mayb im the only one???cos that dam flu =] then tmr gonna went east coast liao, quite along time never went there le, alot of thing have changed since i last went there though, but like i care, or should i say, i no longer care haha =] oya writing till here suddenly tot of saying THANK YOU to ade =] for the message that day, haha u rocks! =] thank you ade, actually that day i was jus playing xiao hai zi pi qi, immature me =[ towards my mum, felt real sorry haha, oya toking bout my mum, my dad hor was real cute last night when i went pub, cos i knew he dont like me go to such place, somemore ton thru the night, he called me serveral times, then first call no one was singing, so i said i went to chalet for friend 's bd celebration, i lied though =[ , then second call and the third i had missed calls, then i called back, back then gt 1 super screwed uncle or whoever sing till so nan ting yet sang till so dam loud, seriously screw me up la, my dad heard "his voice", then ask me chalet gt kaeraok meh, or whatever that spelling, then i closed my eye and said gt, lol and he obviously knew i lied, then i jus said, dun do anything funny har, and he add in, come back early and end the call...haha my friend and me are so cute larh, we both lied, i knew he dun like me going pub, so i lied, he knew i dun like him to nag and ask so much, he lied too =] like father like son, but makes me feel touched, but a least im not too bad a son, i got listen to them, as in dont drink so much, and i did, actually cos i know my limit and dun wanna get drunk la and i dun really likes to drink much cos mayb i prefer eating =] , but obviously i benefit too, as in not drink so much, drinking hurts my liver leis =] thanks mama n papa =] for trying to understand me, at least this time, and i got my lesson mah, kena that kns flu virus till i kept sneezing in train lorh, when everyone in that train all like sit till fall asleep and got awakened by my archew ~~ and i got real embarrassed also =[ haha so ya, looking towards tomorrow outing @ east coast, but my friend all haven onnline, forget we miting what time sia haha =] ok i stop here, probably continue tomorrow bout how my slack day @ east coast went =]

Thursday, May 20, 2010 || 6:48 AM

No matter what, at the end of the day, they are still the best =] as in my mum n dad, my sis, hmm maybe still sucks...hahahhaa

|| 3:36 AM

Today is my graduation day, but somehow it does not seem to go the way i hope it would be, quite disappointed though...i have saw most of my classmates parents, which makes me feel more disappointed in my parents, i know this isn't the way to treat them, but im getting tired of everything. My parents and me are drifting so far, so far that they dun even know what im thinking, what i want...Yet they thought they are close to me, its sad though to be at the other corner of the situation...My dam sis fking argue with me the last night over an unreasonable issue, and cause my sore throat today, and it very well screw my day...She sucks, her attitude sucks and i hate her...She call you when she needed you, when she dunid you anymore, she jolly well treat you like dirt. She need money she will just take, she need you to borrow money, you can never say no, but when returning, she will say: "wait lah, machim i not gonna retun like that even when she promise to return that day". This kind of ass attitude will only display at home. She is such a aker in my eye, and all cause by my mum treating her like a princess, screwed spoilt bread...i wondered if my dad knows today is my graduation day, random thinking...i hate them, maybe im just being like a kid, but seriously the feeling of not being treat like one in the family makes me so tired, i need a break c'mon...fuck it, toking bout all these crap make me feel better, but it also make me wanna sleep, sometimes i wonder, if i die one day, will them weep for me OR NOT, or maybe i die for 6 hrs later then they notice im dead? to be honest, i never really hate my family, jus mere disappointment...a lot of it i think...suddenly cant wait to slack wif fren at pub tmr night...

Monday, May 17, 2010 || 9:10 AM

ok back, lets continue blogging =] on sun went out wif tianhao n gang =] haha we went eat eat first then toktok, but hor the jus acia @ city hall de not as nice as doby =] doby de more prefered hahahahha ... then went back to bedok, i suddeny abit high then keep laughing hahah i think i sot liao =] then today went bugis early in the morning =[ never even sleep till bao, haha then leh went eat breakfast, eat the saba + unagi set, + mango sago $ cream + durian duno what cake, lol till wan vomit...then the auntie sitting beside me turn and ask me whats the desert im having, i eating halfway then she asked, nearly choked, haha kidding, first time tio asked what im eating, lol mayb cos she see me eat till so tasty like tat =] funny thing is hor, then she go buy, yet she cant find the store then she came back ask me again = =. haha then went haji lane, the shop there always give ppl those very relax type of feel, like it very much man, then suddenly have a feeling to open one shop of those kind, by age 24??? haha then went street n iluma..wa iluma gt 1 shop the salesgirl attitude suck till duno how say sia, abit fk up lor, screw her la, thenmy sis still stupid stupid go buy shoe from her =.= wa now 12+ liao, okie also nothing much to write le, but these few daes my life like sort of brighten up alot, starting to forget those kns de unhappy thing =] night

|| 6:50 AM

Life being great, times flies fast... went kbox with wanni and friends and singsingsing till sore throat =], nice experience. Then when back home, sis ask me why i dare to sing, PS [she mean i sing horribly =X], screw her haha... Then next few daes went jogging opposite my block again, and as always very suay, i go jog sun went slack, i bo jog sun so bright hahah, but nvm i went no matter what ..brb some error occur = =.