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Friday, March 26, 2010 || 8:29 AM
3 days never update blog le, today nothing much to update haha so ya, i will end here =)oh ya, i really screw my frindge up this time, GG haha, hope faster grow long again, =)signing off
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 || 12:50 AM
Its 23 march,and everything returns back to normal...i am suffocating, suffocated by everything around me, i am tired and i need a long break, but why cant have it?the moment i stop my pace, they nagged, they never ever put themselves into my shoe, i am a perfectionist and i got a plan for my life,why cant i do what i feel like doing, as and when i like?i need freedom...but somehow freedom cling onto independence, but am i ready for it?game starts to make me sick again, getting tired of it yet again, maybe i should go back to suntanning and stuff =), but can lao tian ye stop raining?haha
Sunday, March 21, 2010 || 11:37 PM
Been working for the past 2 days at downtown east carrefour, first time working in a carrefour...n know wad, they keep playing the same song over and over again, those song are boring haha, but one or two was quite nice...i rmb one of the song they played had this sentence, why makes things easy to complicated, and i truly again man...seriously this line makes me thought of my "classmates", cos i no longer regard them as friend to be honest...i m truly disappointed in how they treat me, to me they are just bastards, okay i dun wanna spoil my day writing blog bout them, ci'ao bastards...hahah his morning wake up with tears, haha its somehow related to the dream i had last night, haha then i wake up blurblur, see handphone and surprised, i had 7 messages, not bad haha first time so many friend greet me happy birthday, hahha lol 7 is many to me, lol abit sad hor, but somehow i get used to it le, eh n facebook got 2 friend greet me =), this is sweet, a greeting mayb the simplest thing in life but it can means alot...lalalas suddenly theres thunder and i thought myself at carrefour past 2 days, zzzz people go there working, i go there semi working, semi slacking, semi shopping, lol =) and i bought 1 levis shoe at 30 bucks, cool quite cheap , and 1 set of singles of 3 colours at carrefour at 20 bucks and dam the size too big, my 20 bucks went down the drain lorhs haha, but nevermind in army sure can wear =), and i cut short hair again !! and to me, its really COOL this time, i love it though, haha sooner or later i try upload new pics =) hhahahahahahhahahahahaahahahahaha i love 22 march blehs, its so cool =) received 60 bucks angbao, zzzz getting lesser each year but its okay to me, i got work ma, lol my dad quite touched me eh, he last night saw my shoe and asked me how much i bought it for, and i said 30 bucks, he then asked me if i have enuff to spent, i replied say i have enuff, then he said if not enuff, he sponsor me 100 bucks, then i keep repeating enuff enuff enuff...n he keep repeating if not enuff blarblarblar, haha but he nice la, haha =) cheyne is my name and im unique =) i go eat, so birthday-boy signing off here haha
Tuesday, March 16, 2010 || 6:33 AM
I hate her presence, i simply don't know whats wrong with her, the moment she back home, i was like lost my freedom..Everything i do, bothers the hell out of her...She may be in bad mood, but hello, im not there for her to vent her stupid anger at...The she is my sis though, i play she kao pei, i eat she kao pei, i watch tv she kao pei, and whats worst is she will always call to ask me open the damn door for her, machiam she is princess sia...really cant stand her anymore, really wish that i can faster in ns and get the hell out of her sight, or get my own house will be even better, just away from her...actually im wondering if this phrase is true "the kind at heart will always be bullied or used"...its being a rather exhausting journey for me from primary sch till now, yet there is not many people know how i feel all along, not even my closest mum? okay lah, in my life, i do met some acquaintance, some friends who is worth pouring your heart out with, and some romance...but seriously there is only 2 girls which i like in my 20 years of life, those type of love which will make you blush and get your heart to pound like mad and give you the drive to go to class to see them...none other then those 2, theres nothing much to mention though, haha hmm im not flirt, cos those 2 girls i met at different interval of my life, and i still cant forget them...and i bet till now they still don't know how i feel for them bah? cos i hongweijie, somehow find no courage to tell those i like bout how i felt, hahah cos i scare i will spoil the current relationship between i n her, as always, and so theres 2 regrets in my life, but thats before i entered polytechnic...And i really hope i can find my her soon, haha or she can find me soon, lol what am i talking, mayb cos i dont wish to hurt anyone any further or feel myself wasting my time in a r/s i dun look forward to le ba, cheyne signing off cos hungry bleh
Monday, March 15, 2010 || 10:22 AM
This cat is so cute...really hope i can smile like it
first post
|| 9:10 AM
Recently i have watched vampire 's diary...and i sorta envy Americans, cos they simply speak well and look well...haha and i really like to watch those Americans drama, okay apart from all those drama stuff, hmm its 16 march already, 6 more days to my birthday, but somehow no feeling of enthusiasm or stuff like that as yet?Sometimes i feel the urge to change myself, but is it worth the change?my mum nagging at me for something small yet again, why must i always be the one who they will look to when they need help, especially my sis, and when everything 's over, they simply treat as though they never own you anything...Is all these whats family all about, alright i have a answer in heart, NO, a nono for me,but still i will help no matter what, and i don't know why i so stupid...ok forget it, i promise myself from today onwards, i will try my best to have self control over what im doing and gonna do, 16 march is the day, lol i need to bold it if not i will forget again, actually im very disappointed in everything, everyone i met in life, though not really everyone, but there are some lah, dun feel like mentioning to spoil my day, all i can say is, they simply suck to the core, there is no point treating them good cos they are simply too blind to see the fact that you are trying your best here to treat them good and simply thought that you should be treating them so, whatever, treat it as i stamped my eyes...but 1 thing for sure, i really feel like changing to those 20s kind of life when im there, finding 1 girlfriend whom i love, and love me the same way =) haha, and having a apartment of my own, really getting out of breathe when sis esp, nagging the hell out of me, for something seemingly is her fault,forget it, but she simply SUCK, i hope she can come to her sense someday, at least...to be honest, friend is important to me if there is any, but if there is none, i won't really give a dam, haha opss, but seriously i feel that i don't feel to have a real friend till now, quite pathetic hahah but nevermind, okay so i really hope i can sorta be transformed, and 1 thing bad bout blog is ...i dun really know how to end it, abit lame though, oh ya talking bout lame, actually there are friends i met online who i can treat as friend, at least they gave me the feel of what friend should do...suddenly though of vampire 's diary again, and started to crave for its season 2, oh my god, the show is worth to watch seriously, okay now going to eat, starving ...lalalas my first post =) and my mum very fan, nag and nag, sibei buay tahan though, thats why i wanna be alone, but although i mention so much bout her nagging, at least im not a mummy boy, she don't really care the hell of me, im sorta glad zzzz, weird me, ciao
